Monday, August 15, 2011

A New Dawn.

Hello friends, family and Anonymous. I want to keep this short and sweet, because it's my birthday and I don't feel like spending it on my own blog, let alone the internet. I'm grateful for having such wonderful friends and family. People who care for me beyond anything else. People who look after me and who worry about me. People who keep me in check and people who call to see whats up. People who get drunk with me and people who party hard with me. People who let me into their family circles and people who celebrate my arrival with a warm hug. People who argue with me no matter what and people who treat me with respect even though I wanted to kill you. All of you, including the people who will continue to act childish and comment with pathetic attempts to bringing me down, thank you. It's all of you who made me who I am now. I was given a second chance in life, and I will not let any of you down. I will love back the people who loved. I will laugh with the people who shared laughs. I will cry with the people who shed tears. I will party with the people who partied with me. I will argue with the people who continue to argue. I will shit on the people who try and shit on me. I will be me. I will always and forever live with my chin up, because no matter what, I'm grateful for everything. I live another day, to make the best of myself. Thank you, all of you. And continue reading, I promise I won't change!

Also, in loving memory, my grandmother. I will always remember you, and dream of all the great times we had. From down here, I send you all of my love. Today is a special day because its the day I was born and the day you left us with great memories. Dear Agnik Kebabdjian, I love you.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

The Thundercunt that is life.

So I had a post prior to this one about a certain misdeed I have done. I left my job, made people hate me, and slowly became the focal point of all assholes. How I managed to achieve this all is beyond me, especially after trying to get a damn point across. Then I realized. How the hell does someone so thick headed, live so blindly? I began to work out this equation in my head over and over. Thinking to myself, not once have I bad mouthed anything other than the poor work ethic that was combined with power abuse ( I mean seriously, instead of solving a problem, why don't we just crack down on it? /end sarcasm). I know I might not be the most lovable of people in the world, nor am I a saint in any shape or form. If I could eat babies I would, and breathing fire is what I do. In fact, I am an asshole. But not without reason. I don't blatantly commit jerk ass acts out of the blue just to piss off and annoy. I need to be driven to a point where reason gets thrown out, and fuck face JP comes out. I was driven to this point, and I'll tell you why in a few paragraphs. Oh and that special little reader, you know who you are, instead of your cohort outright threatening me about this blog, and giving me an ultimatum, try wrapping your head around this - There isn't anything you can write about me that I haven't written myself. You want to tell the world how lousy of a cook I am? It's a lie. I worked like a slave while I was physically and mentally dying, just so you can sleep easier at night. Bitch move? No, it's the truth, you spoon fed retard.